Anna Ladd things i told the internet, but didn’t tell my mom 35mm film scans some pictures about my backwards concept of privacy.
i. it’s getting bad again ii. this week i am struggling with self doubt and the transition from iced coffee to hot coffee iii. i want to puke and sleep for six days iv. i still can’t sit on your couch without shaking v. i need other people to validate that i am important because i can’t do it for myself vi. no one else has ever told me that i am desirable with the lights on
“i was ready to spend my twenties speeding across deserts and jumping off of buildings, all under the guise of youth and the cover of night. i was ready to find a baseball bat and i was ready to use it. i never expected that what i actually found would be so much harder than anything i had imagined.”